Been widowed in my buzzing age of late 20s, now in forties.
I lost my beloved husband in a tragic accident. Although I cherished enjoying the pleasures of sex and intimacy, my motherly compassion for bringing up my little son with minor behavioral problems restrained me to remain a widow till my kids grew up to their maturity.
All through my life, I loved being pampered and roused to the thrills of sensuous intimacy.
But I had to remain a widow during my prime youthful years for I never could compromise to closer intimacy and sex from anyone who wanted me only for the pleasure of sex alone. I wanted someone who loves me in a sensible and unselfish confidence to the extent of accepting my kids along with me.
My craving libido prompted me to relish on the world of sexual fantasy.I loved reading erotic stories and mails on net.
Recently I found out a nice guy offering to marry me..
He is often on tours. It is my commitment to remain faithful to him for all reasons. Yet in my loneliness I choose to continue enjoy pen-palship.
Now I'm married, its an year and a half now. he is 5 yrs younger to me. May be for the reason of remaining a single mom for 10 years, at times I feel myself a mom to him too. ..he tells it's funny, but enjoys! I'm here to feel myself sexy and young while I bed with him.
No exchange of pic or photos.
I would be replying only posts from members. (Preferably married men or women matured to age 31 or above.)
Interests: E-mail, Friendship, Parenting Languages: English Requirements: between 31 and 81 years old