I feel there is no one who is lonelier than me do
But it is what the lonely humans would think I know
But I really feel it a lot and can not be helped
because I can not have anybody who is good to me
I even not have any to talk to on the internet for so long since I separate from the person who I thought it is the person
So I feel lonelier even more than the past
But I am always alone
I am scared to believe in humans so very much too
I can not live alone, but I would be alone after mom RIP
So I am tried to find a good person to build a good relationship with
But always cannot have a good connection after all
All will abandon me
And would hate me
How me is
I am myself
Even if me would be alone
Because it is same
If me be another me and would able to be with somebody
It is another me with somebody
I can not stop feel lonely
I want to stop feel lonely and scared and anxiety
But cannot stop those alone
I am worried about my future and so on too
And needing a person who is able to help me seriously
I don't know where I should make like this ad
I don't want to use strange application or those things that much
So I have only like this place to try to write
I always hoped I can have a good message from a really good person
But I don't have it at all
Even can not start conversation with anybody for so many months, years tells me about it
I want a person who would care about me without any bad mind, lust
I want to connect with a person heart to heart
And I am needing a person who will be with me forever until the day I RIP
It is too sad to keep alive often in my life
I don't need any lectures or stupid words from stupid humans
Just ignore and leave me alone
Please read about me and what me want from the Link I put too
I never wish to talk with fakers, liars
I want to trust only my person
(https://formyfutureperson.blogspot.com/p/what-i-want-and-need.htm l)
Here is what I want to say, but here never let me write enough, so I put it on there.
Interests: Languages: English Requirements: between 20 and 41 years old